J. saves Christmas

This year's Christmas Eve was quite peaceful, family-filled, and full of laughter. And without grudges or complaining. And with Midnight Mass. And I'm very happy about that.

At one point, my idea of not whining was hanging by a thread, because the night was rough. Młoda woke up several times, and I was somehow unusually sensitive, which made me terribly irritated, and then I couldn't fall asleep. I already had it in my head that today would be tense, that I would be tired and irritated, that because of that I'd probably be unpleasant and somehow cause Christmas Eve dinner to suck. My wife saved me, she saw how I felt and in the morning immediately said she would take care of Młoda for a while so I could catch up on sleep. I immediately felt stupid for getting so worked up. And that's how J. saved Christmas :)

As for Christmas reflections, I have a few ideas I might carry out, writing some kind of story of my life, the story of my faith. Things related to God are getting reorganized in my head a bit, and I think that maybe looking back at my life like that could help me see where I am now.