Some weird kind of tiredness, because there’s energy, but also irritation. And our third anniversary

Today I got up for Młoda 5 times during the night, but despite that, there was some kind of glitch in the Matrix, and after 7 I woke up feeling rested, which I’m very happy about. Either way I’m getting irritated more easily, so that part stayed, but once I ate something and drank some tea (English Breakfast Tea from TET, nothing for connoisseurs, but it works for me), I got a big dose of energy, additionally fueled by the fact that our kitchen was a total disaster, so I got a big dose of aggressive energy that I directed into cleaning. I threw out the boxes and wrapping paper from the presents, sorted the cabinets, put everything back in its place, vacuumed and washed the floors. And I started scrubbing the cabinet doors, because they were already dirty too, and it annoyed me. I still don’t know how to do this so we have more order and cleanliness on an ongoing basis, because after work I have little energy and time for anything, and I still want to play with Młoda, besides, she wants that too. But I really like it when our apartment is clean. Maybe a good idea would be to start by putting my phone aside, so I don’t waste so much time on it during every break that comes up. The brain works better when you sometimes let it run idle.

Młoda, meanwhile, got something mixed up in her head and is calling her mom by her first name. For now, attempts to bring back the word “mama” are proving ineffective.

And anyway, today is the third anniversary of the beginning of our relationship, meaning exactly 3 years ago I kissed J. for the first time :)